Overcoming Obstacles.

Sometimes I Wonder Why in The World I'm Getting This Kind Of Problem.

Jealousy.

Pleaselah. Mau Jealous Apa?

Aku Cuma Orang Biasa Bah.

I'm Not A God.

You're Older Than Me,

Supposed To Be You Who Understand My Situation Is It?

Why You Have To Take Me Down?

Why You Have To Be So Childish And Simple Minded?

Ok.

Just To be Clear.

I Am Pissed Off.

Like Seriously. 

I Don't Like Being Treated Like That.

Especially When you Personally Ask Me To Help You.

 Then In The End I'm Getting Accused Of Doing Something Wrong.

"God Gave Every Single Person In This World A Different Obstacles." 

I'm Guessing This Is My Obstacle To Begin With.

What The Heck.

And Yeah, I Will Not Die For Not Having You In My Life, Believe Me.

 

Don't Worry.

I Will Be A Bad Ass Like I'm Supposed To Treat You Back, Like 10 Fold.

Cuz' I Believe In Karma.

You Always Deny It When You're Accused Of Doing Something And yet You Still Accusing Others,

It's Ok.

It's Not Us Human's To Decide That.

It's God's Decision.

So Everything You've Done To Me,

I'll Let It Be.

I'll Pray.

For You To Pay The Price One Day.

I Had Enough After All These Years.

These "Friends" Are Not Worthy To Call One. 

 

This Obstacle That God Has Given Me,

I Shall Overcome It.

Cause God Gave Us Obstacles Because God Knows We Can Overcome It.

I Will.

Soon Enough.

I Have My Faith To God, Right Here.
I Just Need To Clear "A Few Things" In My Life Before I Deliver It. 
 

In The Meantime, 

You Watch Yourself.

I'm Not An Asshole For You To Do These Things To Me Again.

 Believe Me. 

 

 

Holiday Mode

Apa Yang Mau Dibuat Cuti Ni?
Aku Pun Tak Tau.

This Is The First Time In......
12 years TAK BANYAK ASSIGNMENTS!!

2 jak.
BEST EH!
DUSH DUSH! haha

Guess I Should Do Something Good in this two weeks of holiday? XD

Relationship Life.

I Just Can Find A Decent Girlfriend For Myself.

Like Seriously..

Samada  

Jauh, 

Penjealous,

Kuat Curiga, 

Pijak Kepala, 

Curang, 

Liars.

Why?

Entah. 

Friends Always Told Me,  

"Neh You're Too Good To Her." 

"Kwu Baik Gilak Sampai Gerek Pijak Kepala Kwu" 

"Tu la Terlampau setia sampai gerek tak mau kwu gik."

I Was Like, Okay.

Maybe Girls Do Love bad boys?

Maybe Girls Do Love Unfaithful Boyfriends?   

Who Knows?

Neh. I've been through a lot with this mess.

I'm getting tired with it.

Every time I thought like 'that girl is the one' seem like just empty words. No meaning at all.

Why?

I Don't Know Either.

Is it wrong to be  

Faithful? 

Kind? 

Caring?

This Is Who I Am.

Yet Most Of Them Didn't Appreciate This Side Of Me. 

Used Me Like A Punching Bag.

I'm Taking The Fall For The Things I Didn't Do To Her.

Some Life Huh? 

 

 

Our Deepest Fear.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

by Marianne Williamson 

The Stairs. :)

What I Meant Is School Stairs. :) Bukan Yang Ni..

Tangga Yang Telah Menemani Dan Menolong Aku Selama 1 1/2 Tahun.

Ada 4 Tingkat Kelas.

And My Class Happens To Be On The Top Floor.

I Don't Mind Anyway, I Can Lose Some Weight With These Stairs. :)

Balik Pun Pakai Tangga Ini, Cari Cikgu Pun Pakai Tangga Ini. 

Gi Toilet Berak Pun Pakai Tangga Ini. (Toilet Aras 4 Tertutup Kerana... Adalah.. Malu Mau Pdah. So Guys Kalau Mau Berak Mau Turun 4 Tingkat Untuk Pergi Ke Tandas. KECIAN KAN??)

Anyway....

My Way Of Seeing This Stair Is :

"Something That Leads You To A Higher Level, But If You Don't Use Your Full Strength To Climb It, You Will Not Make It To The Top."

Wonder How Many People Realize How Important The Stairs Is.

:) 

Life As A Thrash Collector.

There Are Many Kinds Of People In This World.
Rich, Poor, Healthy, Sick,
Grateful, Not Grateful and Vice Versa.


Macam-Macam Orang.
Ada Yang Menghargai Sesuatu Segala Barang Di Dalam Hidup Mereka,
Ada Yang Tidak Berbuat Demikian.


Just Now,
My Dad And I Went To Pasar Malam Makan.
Then I Saw A Mother, Dengan 3 Anaknya Sekali,
Pergi Cari Barang-Barang Di Dalam Longgokkan Sampah Di Belakang Bangunan Bangkita.


Apabila Anak-Anak Itu Terjumpa Sesuatu Yang Berguna,
They Smile. I Don't Know How To Express It.
It's A Very Nice Smile That Are So Beautifully Expressed Till I Can't Forget That Smile Of My Head.
It's A Smile That Shows Satisfaction Of Oneself.


Then It Struck Me.
"Smile Can Make People Cry Sometimes Because It Is So Pure In Expressing One's Feelings."


True.


They Just Happy When They Found Something In The Thrash.
Something That We Threw everyday in Our Lifes.
They Take What We Threw.
They Appreciate It Because They Know That We Don't Appreciate Many Things In Our Lives.


Betul Sik?


They Know How Hard Life Is.
And I Know You Don't Know How Hard Life Is Because I Know How Hard Life Is. (Don't Be Confused.)

A Simple Prayer.

Ya Tuhan,
Terima Kasih Atas Dugaan Yang Engkau Telah Beri Kepada Kami Tuhan,
Walaupun Kami Sering Putus Asa Dalam DugaanMu,
Namun Kami Berusaha Untuk Bangkit Semula Untuk Menghadapi Dugaan Yang Telah Engkau Beri Kepada Kami.

Berilah Kami Kekuatan, Ketabahan Dan Kesabaran Untuk Membantu Kami, Untuk Menghadapi Segala DugaanMu, Supaya Kami Boleh Menjadi Orang Yang Lebih Beriman Dalam Hidup Kami.

Amin.

:)

May God Bless You All. 

School Life

My Classmates.
Different In All Ways. :)

I Definitely Will Not Forget Each And Every One Of Them. 

(^________________^) 

My Mom. :')

Pagi Tok Ku Terlupa Bawa Jangka Lukis,

So, Ku Kol Mom Kirimkan Jangka Lukisku Dengan Jiranku..

Lepas Tu Kawan Ku Datang Sekolah.

" Mana Jangka Lukisku?" I Asked.

"Huh?"

"My Mom Didn't Give You Ka?

" Takda pun."

I Was Like ok.. Takpa la.. Pinjam jak nanti.

Then At 7 Something, A Student Gave Me My Jangka Lukis And Said : 

"Your Mom Gave This To You."

Awwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhh~

Touching. XD

Love You Mom..

Adapted From A Teacher Of Mine :

Looking Out A Window, A Little Girl Was Crying And Watched Her Brother Bury Her Beloved Dog. Her Grandpa Saw Her Crying, And Take Her To Another Window. As The Window Opens, The Little Girl Was Happy After Seeing All The Flowers Blooming Outside The Window. Her Grandpa Lift Her Chin Up, And Said : My Dear Granddaughter, You Opened The Wrong Window. 

:)

Life Has Many "Windows" , And Still, Some Of The "Windows" Are Beautiful Ones.

My Last Teacher's Day Celebration In SMK Kubong

Teacher's Day is Supposed To Be Last Monday.

But We End Up Delaying It To Today.

No Matter.

I Had Fun With Teacher's DSLR Camera (Nikon D90 Jangan Main2 Yo)

Walking Around Taking Pictures With Many Different Faces.

This School Got Special Education's Class, And Their Performance For The Teacher Was Super COOL. Love It. Funny And Entertaining. XD

I Got Tonnes Of Pictures,

But I Gave The Camera Back To It's Owner So I Have To Postpone The Picture's Upload. :) Sabar Ye...

Meanwhile At My Class, 

We Are Having A Party, Invited Some Teachers, Had Some Laughing Together,

Then The School Principal Gave Us Some Super Cool Advises..

Then It Made Me Thinking,

When Are We Going To Meet Again?

:( 

My Class, Lebih Kurang 1 Malaysia lah.

Got Iban, Bisaya, Malay And Me, A Chinese. :)

Everybody Got Their Own Accents. Nice..

OK Back To The Teacher's Day, We End Up Singing Songs After The Teahcers Left..

Like This :

Gonna Miss This Moment. :)

Happy Teacher's Day.

Love You All Teachers. :)

Susah Nak Mok Menahan Diri Daripada Mengumpat Orang? 

Memang Susah.

"minta puji eh laki tok"

"sik berakal"

"hyper"

"bodoh ka apa laki ya"

STOP IT! 

If You Don't Like Me,

YOU CAN EAT MY SHIT!

Udahla ngumpat2 orang ya.

telinga tok sensitif. semua dapat dengar.

If I Had A Voice As Low As He Is.. :)

 

I Got This Talent. But I never Got The Real Chance To Really Use It.

And When I Played It Well Enough,  I Really Hope That I Would be Here. :)

 

Is It Worth Crying And Feel Sorry For Yourself For being Too Loyal And Lurus Bendul When Having A Relationship?

No.

Cause I Know, I Am Giving An Assurance That I Will Never, Ever Cheat And Lie To You.

:)

Random

Greetings Humans!

New Blog, But Same Old Different Shit Everyday Since I Last Posted In Here.

Me? I'm Fine And Dandy. Okay Bokay.

MY Stomach Is Getting Round Like Seriously Round, But I'm Not FAT!

Currently I'm in Exam Mode But Yeah, I Can Make It. :)

Single Mingle. (Cause I Can Believe I've Been Played Since From The Beginning.)

What A Relationship Life I Had Huh?

I Still Got My Friends Though. REAL FRIENDS.

Not Haters, Not Posers, Not Fakers, Not Liars.

Just Real Friends.

Friends.

Can You Tell Which Friends Are Friends And Which Friends Are Not?