Outside World.

Honestly,

I Will Be Very Nervous When I;m entering New School/College/University Someday.

I Will Be Handling New Environments,

Not To Mention Will Be Far Away From Hometown.

Afraid? Of Course.

This University Stage Is Particularly,

Literally Drain Your Energies Out.

You Have To Worried About Financial Problems,

You'll Miss Home, Miss Family, Miss Hometown..

Macam-Macamlah.

People Often Ask : "Why Are You In Form 6 While You Have The Chance To Go Out?"

I Literally Evade That Particular Question From People,

Because I Know That I Am Seriously Not Ready For The Outside World.

Maybe I'm Worried A Little Too Much.

But I'm Concerned About What Will Happen To Me When I Go Out Study And How It Affects Me.

I'm Not From A Rich Family.

Family Got A Whole Lot Financial Crisis Going On,

And Me Going Out Study Is Just Like An Super Extra Burden To Them.

That's My Particular Reason To Stay In Form 6.

I Really Suck At My Study Now,

But I Am Doing My Very Best To Improve It.

Tell Me,

Who Doesn't Want To Make Their Parents Proud?

Who Doesn't Want To Ease Their Parent's Burden?

Who Doesn't Want To Make Their Lives Easier?

Well,

Not All Teenagers Think Like This.

Some Parents Just Send Them Off To Study,

Just To Brag To Other People About Which Son/Daughter Of Them Has Higher Study.

Yah It's The Truth.

They Got Money.

I Don't.

In Fact, Not All People got Money To send Their Kids To College Or University.

My Mom Once Said " Don't Worry, Study What You Want, I Try My Best To Pay Your Bills."

She Smile At Me. Just Like That.

I Literally Cry Because I Know My Family Doesn't Have That Kind Of Money For Me..

While Some Other Rich Kid Just Escaping Class Cause Their Parents Got Money.

They Retake Classes With No Problems.

Life Is Just So Unfair For Me Right Now.