My Very Best.

I'm Trying My Best To Achieve My Goal.

I'm Trying My Best To Work Hard Now.

I'm Trying My Best To Be A Better Part Of Myself.

I'm Trying.

I Really Am.

Outside World.

Honestly,

I Will Be Very Nervous When I;m entering New School/College/University Someday.

I Will Be Handling New Environments,

Not To Mention Will Be Far Away From Hometown.

Afraid? Of Course.

This University Stage Is Particularly,

Literally Drain Your Energies Out.

You Have To Worried About Financial Problems,

You'll Miss Home, Miss Family, Miss Hometown..

Macam-Macamlah.

People Often Ask : "Why Are You In Form 6 While You Have The Chance To Go Out?"

I Literally Evade That Particular Question From People,

Because I Know That I Am Seriously Not Ready For The Outside World.

Maybe I'm Worried A Little Too Much.

But I'm Concerned About What Will Happen To Me When I Go Out Study And How It Affects Me.

I'm Not From A Rich Family.

Family Got A Whole Lot Financial Crisis Going On,

And Me Going Out Study Is Just Like An Super Extra Burden To Them.

That's My Particular Reason To Stay In Form 6.

I Really Suck At My Study Now,

But I Am Doing My Very Best To Improve It.

Tell Me,

Who Doesn't Want To Make Their Parents Proud?

Who Doesn't Want To Ease Their Parent's Burden?

Who Doesn't Want To Make Their Lives Easier?

Well,

Not All Teenagers Think Like This.

Some Parents Just Send Them Off To Study,

Just To Brag To Other People About Which Son/Daughter Of Them Has Higher Study.

Yah It's The Truth.

They Got Money.

I Don't.

In Fact, Not All People got Money To send Their Kids To College Or University.

My Mom Once Said " Don't Worry, Study What You Want, I Try My Best To Pay Your Bills."

She Smile At Me. Just Like That.

I Literally Cry Because I Know My Family Doesn't Have That Kind Of Money For Me..

While Some Other Rich Kid Just Escaping Class Cause Their Parents Got Money.

They Retake Classes With No Problems.

Life Is Just So Unfair For Me Right Now.

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Sitting In Front Of My Desktop,
Waiting For Anyone To Appear In Front Of Me And Say "Hi".

But No.
Nothing.

Lonely Ba.
And Boring.
I Want To Sleep.
But My Eyes Are Still Wide Open.

I Want To Text Somebody,
And Yet,
I Don't Know Who Shall I Text To.

Well.
Sometimes My Life Are Just So Full With People,
Sometimes Its Just Me With My Silly Imagination Accompanying Me.

Guitar Is Right Beside Me,
And Yet,
I Don't Know What Song Should I Play.

Books Are On The Shelves,
But I Don't Know Which Book Should I Read.

Tell Me,
Will You Cry If You Are So Lonely That You Don't Even know How To Handle The Loneliness?

Marry Me...

Marry Me :)

That Music Video Of Train Was So So So So Adorable!

Especially The Waitress.

Her Eyes, just Melt My Heart! HOHO!

Anyway, I Should Update My Blog Later On And Talk About Miri Later. XD

Simplicity

I Like To Keep Things Simple. 

No Hardcore Stuffs.

:)

Feelings.

When You're On A Beach,
What Do You Do?
I Tell You What I Do.

I Need My Other Half,
Right There With Me,
Holding Her Hand,
Walking Down The Beach.

Wah Bahagianya..

What An Awesome Feeling That Is.

In Fact,


Guys,
They Took A Lot Of Courage,
Just To Hold Her Hand.
Imagine That. :)


For Me,
LOVE is Something You Must Earn And Work Hard For.
Not Just By Feelings.


As I Walked Down The Beach,
Punyalah Jiwang..
Sabor Jer La.
Tapi Takpa.
I Know Someday,
This Moment Will Come.